Thursday, November 12, 202010am CSTBack Deck sipping some coffeeObservation: I took the day off in which I can’t believe. Sitting on my deck back drinking coffee. Listening to the birds and looking at the sunshine busting through the clouds and feeing at rest after my walk this morning. Mason has come out of his dog house to see what I am doing and probably saying what are you doing out here so early. Lol. I have a sweatshirt on and the coffee is keeping me warm. I see the other houses in the distance from my deck. Everyone must be working. This must be how retirement feels sometimes, peaceful and quietness. Some trees are poking over the houses in the distance. Deeper Dive I feel at rest and calm today. I don’t feel like I have to get a million things done but I do feel like something is missing. I believe it's that my mind and body can’t believe I am not working and I feel like I have to be doing something constantly. It is a strange feeling. I am happy and in a good mood with a smile on my face as I look around. Its quiet out here and I like it. Sometimes I get somewhat unease when it is too quiet but today its nice and just enjoying the moment. Dialogue
The object I am paying close attention to are the other houses I see in the distance and for no reason in particular. I guess I’m just thinking it takes many houses of different shapes and sizes to make a neighborhood. I don’t wonder whats going on in other people houses or what others are doing today in those houses but just looking and I guess absorbing the moment. I hardly get times like this because I do live a busy life with 2 jobs. Well enough talking about that back in the moment again of thinking about nothing, looking around at everything and just being. :)
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